Emlilah me! EmlilaHHH

 

Hi!!!  I am Emlila!!! As of December 2016, I have a new site E M L I L A H .com

As I shift over to that site, for more sexual, explicit content, this site will become the more informational and blogging one.  It can be described as, this one will be rated PG-13 with a rated R section.  The new one will be rated R with a paid XXX section.  It will overlap somewhat, if that makes sense!  

My first sexy sensual page  Check it out~! 

Much more explicit imagery is going to be released as 

a secret link for my special viewers!! stay tuned!! 

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My brief Bio

 some info on Ecstasy-Yoga aka Emlilah *  I begin dance at the age of three studying ballet class.  I remember how it challenged me and I fell in love with the realization that I could move and contort my body into different postures and stretches.  I then took up baton twirling and then later cheer-leading because I loved to be part of creating dances.  I maintained a strong belief in eating healthy and exercise though out my life.  I worked as a personal trainer and pilates teacher through my late teens and early twenties.  I gave birth to my first son in year 2000.  At the time, I was not aware yet of midwifery and yoga as I am today.  I allowed my female doctor to convince me I needed a caesarean birth due to my baby being in breech position and unable to be "turned".  A healthy baby boy was cut out of me through a tiny crescent moon incision along my pubic line horizontally.  I then had to heal from this surgery which had weakened my abdominal muscles.  I soon found the art of bellydance to fulfill me with great passion and re ignite my love for dance again.  I even would bring my son to class often with me.  In year 2005, I became pregnant again.  I knew I wanted a natural birth and as I begin to speak with midwives I could not find one that would perform a V-BAC delivery unless I would be monitored in the hospital and agree to birth lying on my back.  I truly stood alone in my belief that I could do it but I wrote out my birth plan including that I hold my baby immediately with no interference and no cutting the cord right away.  When it was time I labored at home as long as possible then upon arrival to the hospital my two nurse midwives broke my water to "speed up delivery", this I noticed made the labor very abruptly become intense, yet I remained focused on my natural birth strength, and within a few hours gave birth to my second son, who was perfect in every way.  In 2009, my life opened in an amazing path.  I met my lifelong partner who enhanced my knowledge of yoga and reminded me of that I could sense within my longing to become, a true yogini in form.  He awakened within me the blossoming of womanhood, Goddessness, and nature inspired love.  Even my conception was clear and marked as a passage I could sense and so in this third pregnancy I took my loves advice that we would together give birth unassisted and focused between the two of us and our sacred loved ones surrounding our inner and cherished family.  One of the most amazing journeys I am so grateful for.  I admit I had to shed fears, doubts, and tune in to a higher knowing of becoming a woman, and being in my body.  Three days before going into labor, I layed down in the evening to rest, praying about the birth, and as I closed my eyes, I saw clearly into my womb as a sonogram would show, and I saw my baby up close.  Clearly I heard the message, "your baby will be born in three days", and so it was in three days that my third son was born.  Beautiful, healthy, and surrounded by such amazing support.  His father right there delivering him into my arms as I was in a standing squat.  Most of my labor had been in a cat cow position alternated with warm bath soaks.  In 2011 I experienced the most euphoric of all my births.  While living out in the middle of the wild forests, under the full moon and stars.  I labored in complete yogini form.  Quite, meditative, finally experiencing labors full potential as a trance-like journey. My partner so beautifully there by my side.  He kept a claw foot tub with warm water for me, had layer rugs and pillows under the night sky, and together held the magic of the moment. This time though, I experiences something new.  The realization that as much as I loved my partner, I became aware that I was no longer in fear of birth.  I had completely become tuned into my body.  I knew how to labor even alone! I felt every curve and motion of my yogic movements and how they were processing the labor along.  As I neared the feeling that it was almost time for the baby arrive, I knew I needed to soak in the bath a while and imagine my cervix opening as a rose.  I had this amazing realization that it was me, there is no one else that can tell you to do this.  It is within us to allow this to happen in synch with the baby's knowing to travel the passage and be born.  I accepted this responsibility because I knew I had to, there is no other way for it to be.  The power of mother, of woman, dawned on me completely. After the bath soak I slowly traveled back outside to the birthing rug under the stars.  I went into my yoga again and this time looked up into the stars alignment, I connected with something beyond, a strength I had never experienced before.  A euphoric state, my water broke as I rocked my pelvis upon a pillow I straddled.  I then stood up into the infamous birthing squat and let my partner know it is time. I looked up once more into the star lit sky above and this time felt the soul of my child emerging sent down as a light beam into me through my heart chakra center.  His head emerged.  He was there for minutes, and minutes more, just his head out there.  My sacred loved ones around me Om and chanting so beautifully.  His father's strong hands upon him the entire time ready to catch him.  My hands there as well.  I felt no rush, no urge to push.  Only peace, and tranquility, as though the soul was aligning at that very moment.  Slowly with my breathing, he emerged out, and I delighted held my forth son in my arms.  My experiences in childbirth have shaped who I am, EmlilaH, believer in women's rights to natural and non invasive birth experiences.  These are our rights, these are our children's rights.  May those who seek to know more, please feel free to write to me.  Yoga and meditation are the secrets to our lives.  Today I spend time traveling, building sustainability, creating vegetarian and raw food meals, weaving baskets, gardening, practicing bellydance, yoga, qi gong, and hiking in nature every chance I get with my beautiful family.  I am available for teaching women's retreats and classes.            

 EMLILAh

here are my feet, for a Footnote!